mindquill

So i have been working in a government job for a little more than 4 years now. It pays well, its permanent, my social value has increased and it is closer to my parents place. But whenever i sit back and imagine about living like this in future as well, all i see is darkness. I have been feeling like i am not doing what i love anymore, my other skills have started to get rusty and i sometimes feel stifled and stuck.